My baby You

dedicated to Paul( True love in a wrong time)


My baby You..

Sometimes love is unfair. Why we can’t teach our heart to beats with someone, who felts exactly what our heart beats. Many people who admired, cared and loved us, why our hearts desired to those people who doesn’t care us. How stupid to think that we fall with someone who is already committed, that no matter we did, he can’t be yours. Why we allow ourselves be treated by someone like a toy, some people say’s, accept that time will come the people you love may lost because nobody’s owned everything in this world. But it’s so hard to accept the reality.



I don’t believe in the saying that: Love is blind, for me, the one who is blind is not loved, but the lover who loves. I’m not aiming for a perfect relationship. I want only a simple and harmonious relationship which respect was the main ingredients. It’s ok for me, that my partner doesn’t love me, as long as he cared and respects me.



I know I’m too young to get involved in this situation, but what to do, I’m madly in love with him, he is everything to me not because he is a perfect type of man, but the way he treat me as woman, even sometimes, I act like a naïve. He doesn’t care what my past is. He is very frank, very open minded that turn me down, I like the way he talks about the reality between two partners.



Age doesn’t matter when we talk about love. Right? But what if because of the age gap, the relationship won’t be work, won’t grow up, because before you came in his life/. He already makes a vow with someone. It so sad to think that the person you love, said that, that all my music was dedicated to her/ (my wife). It is very stupid continuing loving someone that you know he can’t turn to you, if you need him. That he keep communicate with you, because he want companion only. It so sad be treating as replacement of someone you really love.



It’s very stupid to think that we can’t tell someone we love them so much, that we can’t say, can you stay for me for a little while? Can you spent for me your holiday, your weekend? can you share for me some of your vacant time Why it’s so hard to tell the truth, yet easy to tell a lie.



If you love someone, never tell them lies to attempt to hurt them, because you don’t know they are part of your HEART and life. What if, it’s too late, since, you already make a move that could hurt them? If you love someone, tell them before it’s too late, take the risk, and take the consequence, so that we can find a real happiness. No need to think a million time, to think twice, because, maybe of that million think, he will lost you forever, as long as you have a chance tell him even it makes you dying.



Why we can’t dictate our heart? Why we can’t say, Hey, stop thinking of him, he has already a cute kids, a caring and loving wife? Hey, don’t folly with someone that her wife was calling him. Hey don’t go, hang out with someone which is already a Head of the Family. Don’t allow yourself to be abused. What if we fall in the abuser? Did we care? No because we love him. And my friends keeps telling me, that if you really loved him set him free, and if he will come back, it means he is yours. What if no? Do you think we could say, I will let you go? The best things we need to do is, Before I let you go, there’s one thing I let you know, I still believe in loving you, even you will hurts me again and again. Go and if you leave the relationship, PLEASE let me know I will wait you till the end of my history. And if ever I have another chance I will not take it, who knows may be in that second chance I will never known you at all.